Life’s been a hell of a roller coaster lately. I’m at the point where I’ve become numb. It’s relieving because the intense emotions I experience on a daily basis drains my soul leaving me empty, which probably explains why I feel the way I do. I dont have the energy right now to care about the direction of my life and how others think of my life choices. The only thing left to do is to sit it out and let life sort itself out.
On a positive note, I officially quit cigarettes. It’s been about 2 weeks since I last smoked a cig. I had a nasty virus that lasted over a week and I had no desire to smoke because I felt like death. Even when I felt better, my cravings depleted even more which is amazing because I would smoke half a pack a day. Im glad I stopped depending on cigarettes because they’re nasty as hellll.